Have you ever feel that you can’t go out of a certain situation, and the only thing that you can do to be free is to end it all? I feel like I have reached the end of the tunnel. I can’t see the future that was once so clear for me. I don’t know… Continue reading How to end my life?
He broke up with me. After ten years and five months, he fucking broke up with me. He said that we’re growing apart, that he’s getting tired; I asked him if there’s someone new, if he’s cheating on me or what, and he just told me “should we still wait for that to happen?”. I… Continue reading I lost him.
She doesn’t deserve affection or love She doesn’t deserve anyone’s attention She’s a failure A loser A useless piece of shit She’s N O T H I N G
She was once golden, Shining brightly, even from afar. She stands tall and majestic, Taking all challenges with her head held high, For she was confidence personified. She had a lot of failures and rejections, Still, she succeeded with her unwavering determination. Beneath all the praises and compliments, She radiated kindness and humility, For she… Continue reading Untitled
What if one day, he just woke up and realized that he doesn’t want me anymore? What happens then? The voices in my head tells me that my fears are legit, and I am scared because I can actually see it happening. I’m afraid that he’ll finally see how fucked up I truly am. I… Continue reading Altschmerz
I'm sorry for being a disappointment. I'm not perfect. I always make wrong decisions in life. I'm sorry for being too annoying. I always burden you with my thoughts and feelings, even though it's not really important. I'm sorry for wasting your time. I know how much you hate it, when I tell you… Continue reading I’m sorry.
I’m afraid. I’m afraid that one day you’ll wake up and realize that you don’t love me anymore. I’m terrified, that you’ll see all my flaws and imperfections and you’ll ask yourself why you’re still with me. You’ll notice every little thing that I do and find it annoying. You’ll shy away from my hugs… Continue reading Thantophobia